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Mar. 4th, 2005 05:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
borlandia"my aunt is probably going to lose chrstian ... this is not a happy day.
If i was at a different place in my life, I would definitely have a baby. It's not fair that someone as wonderful as my aunt nancy has never gotten married. and doubly unfair that cancer would rip her of her ability to have children...
Honestly ... if my mom is willing to carry a baby i would be more than willing to donate my eggs.
I love that little boy. but even more i love my aunt. I guess things happen for a reason. But i cant understand this one."
This is my ex-g/f's last journal entry written earlier today. Her aunt adopted a baby about 6 months ago or so. Now someone in the family is obviously getting the baby back.
The kid really grew on the entire family, and they're going to be crushed.
I really wanted to comment on this in her space, but I'm not gonna do that and get my shit out here...better that way.
"Things happen for a reason...but I can't understand this one."
Hmmm...I think I can. I've done some fucked up shit to people in my life, and later I always paid for it. It hurt but in time I'd always realize I was paying for it.
That's the way the world works. Shit evens out. She made a serious promise to me she couldn't keep and did something hurtful that cut me deep.
This whole time, I knew that something would happen to her and it would somehow make up for that messed up crap she pulled. So if it ends up this kid goes back to his family and she ends up crying for a week straight or some shit, I'm not gonna feel one ounce of fucking sympathy.
What you reap is what you sow. Remember that.
If i was at a different place in my life, I would definitely have a baby. It's not fair that someone as wonderful as my aunt nancy has never gotten married. and doubly unfair that cancer would rip her of her ability to have children...
Honestly ... if my mom is willing to carry a baby i would be more than willing to donate my eggs.
I love that little boy. but even more i love my aunt. I guess things happen for a reason. But i cant understand this one."
This is my ex-g/f's last journal entry written earlier today. Her aunt adopted a baby about 6 months ago or so. Now someone in the family is obviously getting the baby back.
The kid really grew on the entire family, and they're going to be crushed.
I really wanted to comment on this in her space, but I'm not gonna do that and get my shit out here...better that way.
"Things happen for a reason...but I can't understand this one."
Hmmm...I think I can. I've done some fucked up shit to people in my life, and later I always paid for it. It hurt but in time I'd always realize I was paying for it.
That's the way the world works. Shit evens out. She made a serious promise to me she couldn't keep and did something hurtful that cut me deep.
This whole time, I knew that something would happen to her and it would somehow make up for that messed up crap she pulled. So if it ends up this kid goes back to his family and she ends up crying for a week straight or some shit, I'm not gonna feel one ounce of fucking sympathy.
What you reap is what you sow. Remember that.
