Like electric funeral pyre...
Sorry for over updating lately but my head's going bezerk as I've stumbled upon something kind of brilliant here.
For those who are idiots and haven't figured it out yet, I have a moodiness problem. I have huge mood swings and sometimes it can get kinda bad.
Recently, I joined the myspace craze and today was just browsing profiles casually of some old high school people I knew...
Almost ALL of them had "blog entries" about how depressed they were, thinking about suicide, didn't like any of their friends, felt like they had nothing going, etc.
So I got to thinking...
Maybe it's not the way I was brought up, or anything specific that happened. Maybe it was just the shit town I grew up in. I mean, it seems like EVERYONE that graduated from FHS that year is having some kinda issue. Maybe it was something in the Oakley air, maybe it was all the horrible teachers, maybe it was a lot of our old friends dying all throughout high school in isolated incidents, maybe it was just that none of us had anything to do.
Anyway, I just thought that was kinda interesting...and surprising.
For those who are idiots and haven't figured it out yet, I have a moodiness problem. I have huge mood swings and sometimes it can get kinda bad.
Recently, I joined the myspace craze and today was just browsing profiles casually of some old high school people I knew...
Almost ALL of them had "blog entries" about how depressed they were, thinking about suicide, didn't like any of their friends, felt like they had nothing going, etc.
So I got to thinking...
Maybe it's not the way I was brought up, or anything specific that happened. Maybe it was just the shit town I grew up in. I mean, it seems like EVERYONE that graduated from FHS that year is having some kinda issue. Maybe it was something in the Oakley air, maybe it was all the horrible teachers, maybe it was a lot of our old friends dying all throughout high school in isolated incidents, maybe it was just that none of us had anything to do.
Anyway, I just thought that was kinda interesting...and surprising.