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Cramming isn't going so well. I'm glad I studied at least a little before this so at least I'm a tad prepared. I have things that are just bothering me today.
Maybe this is just me overanalyzing, but I walk around school, and people I know won't even look at me. I think I like, seriously offend people at some point and a bad reputation about me has gotten around. That or it's just coincidence between a few people. It's just been bizarre these last few days with shit like that. I try to make eye contact but they pull that bullshit like they're staring at something the other way. I know that trick. And I know when it's being pulled on me.
I'm thinking about starting a facebook community: "Frustrated with a Douche Roommate" or something of the sort.
Don't read what's coming up unless you're really sick.
I've had a few premonitions of my own death. Pretty vivid ones. I know a lot of people get em, and most of them aren't true, and more than likely mine won't be either, but I reflect on them from time to time and I spent a while today thinking about that. I used to be scared. But I'm not really anymore. The strong images I've gotten...seems so real. Almost like it's a complete memory. Or maybe it was a dream I had that got repressed and is coming back now. Weird. I don't really know.
Religion has been making me kinda frustrated lately. A lot of people are saying, "If Jesus was here today, he'd tell us to do this or he'd be doing things this way." How the fuck do you know? Did you personally know Jesus? Did he come to you and tell you to say this crap? I've had to hear my Dad and Mom mouth off about how Jesus would hate all the conservatives and all the war and crap and then I gotta hear others tell me who Jesus would vote for, etc. etc., who's got God on their side. Seriously...Christians, Muslims that are saying stuff like this: You are all scum. This is why I don't even deal with religious people anymore. It's a sad day when the most peaceful secularists are the Wiccans. Sheesh, the old Druids would be Mother Teresa today compared to some of these jokes like the televangelists and whatnot.
Oh, well. I'm done with all this.
Maybe this is just me overanalyzing, but I walk around school, and people I know won't even look at me. I think I like, seriously offend people at some point and a bad reputation about me has gotten around. That or it's just coincidence between a few people. It's just been bizarre these last few days with shit like that. I try to make eye contact but they pull that bullshit like they're staring at something the other way. I know that trick. And I know when it's being pulled on me.
I'm thinking about starting a facebook community: "Frustrated with a Douche Roommate" or something of the sort.
Don't read what's coming up unless you're really sick.
I've had a few premonitions of my own death. Pretty vivid ones. I know a lot of people get em, and most of them aren't true, and more than likely mine won't be either, but I reflect on them from time to time and I spent a while today thinking about that. I used to be scared. But I'm not really anymore. The strong images I've gotten...seems so real. Almost like it's a complete memory. Or maybe it was a dream I had that got repressed and is coming back now. Weird. I don't really know.
Religion has been making me kinda frustrated lately. A lot of people are saying, "If Jesus was here today, he'd tell us to do this or he'd be doing things this way." How the fuck do you know? Did you personally know Jesus? Did he come to you and tell you to say this crap? I've had to hear my Dad and Mom mouth off about how Jesus would hate all the conservatives and all the war and crap and then I gotta hear others tell me who Jesus would vote for, etc. etc., who's got God on their side. Seriously...Christians, Muslims that are saying stuff like this: You are all scum. This is why I don't even deal with religious people anymore. It's a sad day when the most peaceful secularists are the Wiccans. Sheesh, the old Druids would be Mother Teresa today compared to some of these jokes like the televangelists and whatnot.
Oh, well. I'm done with all this.
