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Sep. 10th, 2005 06:39 pmI got dumped.
Only a guy like me could erase like 2 months of good times in about 5 minutes. I just need to face up to the fact that I don't have enough to offer and I'm not smart and charismatic enough to keep anyone interested for that long. I'm a total retard when it comes to girls, I'm not a nice guy, and really, there's not a whole hell of a lot that would really make me very attractive.
For once, I actually had things working well. It was the first relationship I've had where it seemed like there was a mutual attraction. It was the first relationship where there wasn't bitching and a huge fight every other day. Eventually what it comes down to is I'm not really good enough, and I'm not a decent enough guy to keep anyone happy and satisfied for an extended period of time.
Someday I'll finally realize all this and just keep my trap shut. It's not gonna work out for me. End of story.
Only a guy like me could erase like 2 months of good times in about 5 minutes. I just need to face up to the fact that I don't have enough to offer and I'm not smart and charismatic enough to keep anyone interested for that long. I'm a total retard when it comes to girls, I'm not a nice guy, and really, there's not a whole hell of a lot that would really make me very attractive.
For once, I actually had things working well. It was the first relationship I've had where it seemed like there was a mutual attraction. It was the first relationship where there wasn't bitching and a huge fight every other day. Eventually what it comes down to is I'm not really good enough, and I'm not a decent enough guy to keep anyone happy and satisfied for an extended period of time.
Someday I'll finally realize all this and just keep my trap shut. It's not gonna work out for me. End of story.
