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Need to talk, and no one to talk to.

I'm struggling. With myself, my identity, my ability to deal.

I get so frustrated with everything around me. I try to find things to find...comfort, happiness, distraction in, and it just isn't there sometimes.

It feels like a rotten world sometimes and I just don't want to be a part of it.

I'm not upset about anything specific. That's why everything is so troubling. I can't identify my own problems. I can't help myself, and I can't expect anyone else to know what I need either.

I wish I could just go somewhere and start over.