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"my aunt is probably going to lose chrstian ... this is not a happy day.

If i was at a different place in my life, I would definitely have a baby. It's not fair that someone as wonderful as my aunt nancy has never gotten married. and doubly unfair that cancer would rip her of her ability to have children...

Honestly ... if my mom is willing to carry a baby i would be more than willing to donate my eggs.

I love that little boy. but even more i love my aunt. I guess things happen for a reason. But i cant understand this one."

This is my ex-g/f's last journal entry written earlier today. Her aunt adopted a baby about 6 months ago or so. Now someone in the family is obviously getting the baby back.

The kid really grew on the entire family, and they're going to be crushed.

I really wanted to comment on this in her space, but I'm not gonna do that and get my shit out here...better that way.

"Things happen for a reason...but I can't understand this one."

Hmmm...I think I can. I've done some fucked up shit to people in my life, and later I always paid for it. It hurt but in time I'd always realize I was paying for it.

That's the way the world works. Shit evens out. She made a serious promise to me she couldn't keep and did something hurtful that cut me deep.

This whole time, I knew that something would happen to her and it would somehow make up for that messed up crap she pulled. So if it ends up this kid goes back to his family and she ends up crying for a week straight or some shit, I'm not gonna feel one ounce of fucking sympathy.

What you reap is what you sow. Remember that.

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gee, you might delete me from your friends' list after I say this, but oh well...

"Things happen for a reason...but I can't understand this one."
and your response was that people pay for the wrongs they do, and that's the reason this happened to your ex-friend....[sure people pay for the wrongs they do, but not everyone who suffer did something wrong]. For this i'm very sure. **The part where you got it wrong is, you assume that this is the girl's punishment....but her aunt is the one who is suffering....not your ex-friend...of course your friend will be upset about it, but it will be nothing compared to the pain of her aunt. Why feel happy about someone's pain? In this case, her aunt. Is she being punished for the sins of your friend? I think not.

Have a heart:)

It may have nothing to do with me. Heck, really I have no idea. I'm no divine force...I can't tell you exactly what's going on.

I don't know what is it, but I'd get such satisfaction out of it. I guess the circumstances are difficult to imagine without the entire story (And a certainly nasty one it is)

Everyone in this world suffers. More or less probably an equal amount. You just can't tell from the surface.

yeah there's definately different degrees of suffering. Some have it a little bit, others get it full impact.

you know who angers me? bullies...and evil people who find it easy to take another's life....I so hate them and wish they would suffer...
so I do understand the satisfaction of seeing your enemy avenged.

peace! :]

In a while I'll regret being cold-hearted for sure. But for now, I'm still feeling the pangs of what I can only describe as a straight-out backstab and a meaningful promise that went absolutely unfulfilled, and it's difficult not to feel a little bit of good about it all.

Ouch. That's harsh. I am sure you have reason to feel that way. Just remember things said in the heat of the moment are always the ones kept close to heart.

Chin up tiger.